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Category: SaNaRaeEvent

// Pretense … //

I have to admit I am terrible with this department “Pretense”. Even it is in Second Life where it is so easy for us to actually make things seem to be true which actually is not. There is no body language here, everything just assumption, pre-text reading and accumulation of half baked story that goes around through the grapevine. For me! When I dislike something it is written all over me, I can not hide it nor fake it. It will be right there through the action I take. That is why I enjoy to be alone most of the time, this will save me from being misunderstood [ which seems not really working ] nor getting involve on things that has no benefit to anyone at all. I love being alone producing something and stay focus on it, and log off at anytime I want to!

// Turning Point! … //

I did a lot of thinking today about how am I going forward with my blogging, I enjoy blogging so much, making pictures, decorating and styling for fashion. However when the thing becomes too demanding, it kills all the joy I have. I don’t like to be pushed around just for the sake of numbers or popularity contest if you want to call it. I like to have my own pace and enjoy what I am doing. Unfortunately taking sponsors for blogging comes with all this requirement, some sponsors really concern about the number of views and favorites our of their bloggers’ posts, this really kills the whole thing of being creative.